as i sit here in my room and ponder, i came to the conclusion that everything in life seems to be a game where you wait. day in and day out, we wait as time passes us by. currently i have become victim to this game of waiting. they say patience is a virtue and although i do believe in being patient, there are just times when i wish i knew right then and there. my dependence on time has gotten to me in some way. there's a saying out there "good things come to those who wait" but what happens if it turns out to be bad and what also happens when a person can't wait? does it turn out even worse? right now, i'm waiting on call backs from the two interviews. i'm also waiting on the new school year to find out if there is any way i would be able to graduate this year. there's so many things i want to know now and i absolutely hate having to wait for them. i sound extremely selfish at the moment, i know, but sometimes i want an answer. i feel that waiting puts your life on hold and you can't do anything until that thing you're waiting for finally comes seeking you out. i guess this is just one of those things where we sit there patiently waiting for that phone call and the time to move faster, of course i say this now and may have to suffer repercussions later, but it would definitely be nice to know. until then...
listening to: "crooked teeth" by death cab for cutie
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You are right about not knowing what life will give us. But if you have a second i would suggest a breather of fresh air. Go outside when the sun is setting and sit on the grass. Take a deep breathe and look at the sunset. While your sitting there just relax, and think to yourself what is absolutely important in your life and what is only important for a moment in life. For me, all about family. Everything else always comes in second place.
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