haha, so i completely forgot about this one!
reason #11: i think its a confidence issue or something, but i've noticed that when i do like a guy or crush on him, so to speak, external factors seem to influence me in some way. i don't understand why i ever succumb to any of it. these external factors of course tend to revolve around him having a significant other [of course, i'm not a homewrecker and i refuse to ever be], gay [more internal on his part, but whatever, usually find out afterwards. haha], OR the big one that seems to always decide whether or not i should do something [which i never do anyway] is that i find out another girl, or other girls like him. yeah, that has happened to me a couple of times when i start thinking i like someone only to find out there are other girls that like him, and then i just back off. i guess i always seem to think that the other girls have a way better chance at getting with him than i do. it's definitely something to do with my confidence. you probably think its the stupidest thing in the world, but that's how my mind set seems to work. plus, the other girls flaunt, i don't so of course they would be noticed.
yeah, that's pretty much reason #11 in a nutshell. i think this is probably one of my most intriguing post yet. i don't know why, but i'm not worried about how people would judge me about the way i view this topic. i'm more intrigued than anything to see what they have to say, since it hasn't been the first i've heard about it.
p.s. shoutout to my friend r.b. for the facebook message about this. that was really sweet of you to say and i definitely am glad to get feedback about it. you're awesome! =]
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Hey Stephanie, it's Vivi.
ReplyDeleteI really admire the fact that you don't flaunt. But don't think that that will put you at a disadvantage. If a guy shows more interest in a girl because of her flaunting, then that's not the right guy. The right guy will notice that you don't try too hard or go too much out of your way to get his attention. When it comes to the L word it just comes down to one reason. The right person has not come yet.