Wednesday, July 15, 2009

now all i can do is wait...

hello world,
how are you today on this fine sunny day here in cali-forn-i-a? haha...wow, i'm so lame. well, as you can probably tell, i'm kind of in a somewhat good mood today. it didn't start off that way, believe me. i was recuperating from the three past consecutive nights working. my body ached and i didn't want to wake up at all. to top it off, i was woken up by my mom...or was it my dad? telling me that i had to bring my cousin alex to the tiger woods learning center today. i found out i didn't have to. great communication skills they have...-_- anyway, i had my B.E.A.T. [Bronco Events and Activities Team] interview today. on the way to school i was hungry as eff, so i stopped by starbucks and grabbed something to eat, only to find out the starbucks on campus was open. next i got there half an hour early, so i ended up waiting outside of the office. i did walk in and wait inside, but i felt so awkward sitting inside listening to the other candidate's interview, so i walked outside. sitting there, i became nervous. i thought to myself "what the heck am i going to talk about? aghhh...i'm stuck" so yeah, that was basically my mindset the entire time i was sitting outside in the dark room only to hear the slow swishing of the mop from the hallway next door and then the random person walking in and out. soon came my turn, i walked in greeted by richard, the president. we know eachother from before so it wasn't as awkward...he then just asked me how i was doing and how he saw my pictures on facebook and complimented me on how i have gotten better. then he assured me not to be nervous and that susan ashe the director was going to interview me as well. next he told me she specifically wanted to be in my interview, then the nervousness started to come out. idk why i was so nervous, maybe it was because i figured there was a standard i should look up to? either way, the interview came, they came in and asked me questions. i freaked, trying my best to answer questions, but i wasn't sure how to answer them. i stumbled on my words and forgot words etc....damn. yeah i don't know how i did, but i truly believe i could have done way better. of course, i walk out and text my friend tory and he gave me words of encouragement. gotta love him.

now onto my next interview of the day. my o'neill interview, the one i had actually been waiting for before i even went into work at naples. they called me up last night while i was at work and i called in as i was waiting for my B.E.A.T. interview this morning to schedule an appointment. i went in today and interviewed. i would say it went really well *knock on wood*

that's pretty much my day so far...really boring, but whatever
now all i can do is wait...

this was another post from the complexities or not of the mind of stephanie lim.


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